New Year Resolutions (cont. & updated):
~Get daily exercise! Even though I'm getting a workout at work and with my nephew, I will keep a schedule of different exercise routines to change daily. I don't want to get bored doing the same exercises and I will only build muscle tone around my legs and arms.
~Exercise my brain! I really hope that Lumosity site is free and I'll be able to do this daily too for the new year. If not, I will try to force myself to read books I got around the house. I admit, I hate reading and I have no idea how I like writing short stories though! Odd combination or so there.
~Write more, draw more! I want to focus on writing again, as well with getting better with life drawing types of drawings.
~Be more positive! About myself, about my life, about the paths I take, the paths I get into, basically anything and everything that comes into my life... including people.
~New looks! I'm definitely planning on trying out some makeup, but not many to make me look like a clown. Definitely a new hair cut or style, but still keeping it simple and fast. Maybe some other small changes too.
~Post/like more positive quotes! Been finding lots of nice quotes with "Liking" several FB pages. When I see one I can relate to, I share it and if I agree to it, I only "Like" it.
--Two great Facebook pages I have found and always agree to what they post: Neurolove and Relationship Rules. Interesting facts and "statistics" quotes I find here: PsychoFacts.
~ Be more social! Straight to the point there with that and make more friends.
~Nephew, Auntie time! I will definitely find time to spend with my nephew. He's the only man that will be in my life.
~Nephew, Auntie time! I will definitely find time to spend with my nephew. He's the only man that will be in my life.
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~New wardrobe ahoy! As much as I don't need nor like to waste money on stuff I have, I would like an update on my wardrobe. Showing off my nerdy-tomboy-fandoms all rolled up into one, while saving money on it all!
~Socially awkward! I may be that already, but it seems I need to keep to myself around the work area. Drama tends to be created in the work force at any time and well, I just don't need that anymore.
~Drive baby! I really need to learn to not be afraid behind the wheel and when weather permits in the new year.. it will happen!
~Traveling! As much as I know this might NOT happen, but I can still dream a little. Hopefully I can travel on my own for a mini vacay to a destination of my choice!
~Saving up $$! Get back on my grind for saving my money, even if I have a job. If its with coupons, BOGO deals and/or buy things in the 1$ section of stores.. I'll try my best to save up!
~Eating/drinking healthy! I lost my groove this year.. in not drinking soda or limiting my intake on it. I need to get back into it and learn to love water and learn to eat things I make ugly faces to.. lol!
~Edumacational shows! Even though I've been in this road already this year, I will continue to do so as much and as best as I can. Whether it's with Discovery channel, History channel or so.. I'll get it somehow!
~Past is past! This is hard for me to do, always. Memories, places, items.. etc it just seems to come up somehow. I need to cope and move on with this.. we'll see.
~Posts/statuses! Limit my posts on Facebook mostly.. or at least attempt to do so. Maybe just update what I think is important to me to only the people who care. Somewhere in between.
More to come!
I may sound like a hypocrite writing this down or what I said in some or even backfire in some, but its just a reminder for me and hopefully get help along the way.
Cope and moving on
I really need to work on this department and resolution now. This has come down on me recently and swirling in my mind, not wanting to leave.. making it its permanent home. I hate it, the feelings, thoughts, dreams.. just.. all of it. I need a way to be in between and be happy. Was in that area not too long ago, but.. swirling down is what it seems to be happening.. deep down. A smile hides it from everyone, but.. losing that smile is easy to do behind closed doors. Found nice positive photo posts, but.. they do share what I'm talking and feeling at times. I read them and then think twice and... move on!!
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