3 busy bees!

Weather

Well, Texas has not been bipolar now. We're in the summertime now and boy is it hot! Not only do we have to deal with the heat, but the pandemic and the Sahara dessert's dust coming in the air. From what I heard, Illinois got some of that dust as well and that hardly happens. Seems during the week we just might some rain and I hope its more than an hour worth of rain. A whole days worth is what Texas needs of rain!

Photography

I have put my hobby on hold for now. With this pandemic and now lack of room in the new location we're at I wouldn't be able to do any of it. It does not mean that I completely stopped taking photos, it just means I'm putting a pause on it. If someone still needs me to take a family portrait or a product and if I stumble upon a beautiful location then I will snap a photo of it. I may need to take refresher courses to remember this, but it's ok maybe something I didn't know now I will learn then.

Texas

As we all know, or don't, Texas is one of the places in this COVID-19 that the numbers are rising. It doesn't help if the people who don't think it's real walking around without masks or the new term being tossed around as The Karens or Karens. We don't need you to preach of what lacked or what went wrong and that you're privileged; simply we just don't need your drama during this time and well any time, its pointless and you're in the wrong. This virus is real and no one wants to catch it! Everyone has family that they want to see over the coming years, so if you don't have any family or friends and don't want to wear a mask then stay home. At least keep your distance if no masks! Hopefully we can come together to fight this pandemic and get this state out of that "banned" list or quarantine.  

The Corner

So since my last post, my negativity has been dormant. I haven't had much of this going on, until yesterday. Yes, I am currently taking my Go with the Flow pills and at one point I stopped since I didn't have any and figured that I didn't need them at the same time, but I did have a small episode of just a lot of things on my plate and I crashed. My mother-in-law gave me some vitamin d3 pills and talked to me for a moment to calm me down and I was fine the day after. Yesterday, a thought of not loving poured into my mind. Why? I asked myself and I know its not true so why have this type of thought in my mind and consuming it. With things like this is frustrating and you need to figure out the source to make you think this way. I have not figured that out yet and it's irritating. Another feeling that I'm having is being irritated. I would like to play the blame game, but I know I can't do that every time or every month and I figured these pills should've helped at least 75% of this. I guess I get like this every time I know some things aren't done my way or I get forced to do something I don't want to do or a lame routine. I don't know, I just need to know what the source is and well bite it back.

At this point my husband and I have moved in with his mom in order for us to save money. No, we didn't loose the house and we're not selling it. We're actually renting/leasing it out and we're fixing it for the new tenant. So far the flooring for majority of the rooms are going to be fixed and in the process. Next will be the paint in some of the rooms and then the fridge. We really need to fix that ice maker in it and hopefully with the parts we already got it will do that. After all this is done, get someone professionally to clean the whole house and pest control as well. I think we may have someone to rent it out, a friend of mine, but we will need to see if they were talking serious about it. Everything is falling into place with the house and hopefully by August we can start saving up. The property/land will be next with cleaning it and then finding a house for us. The house is a slow process since I need to find the right layout, kitchen wise, but we have time for that. Another thing that is falling into place is me finally getting a break with a job. Ironically its with the same Pharmaceutical company I worked with before. They bought another Pharmaceutical company and well it'll be remote. So very soon there will be 3 people working from home by the beginning of August. Other than these changes or blessings there's nothing else to mention here. I will work on this specific thought and see what makes me think this way, but it all can be hormonal.